When Ben Wolf goes for his yearly physical prior to Cross-Country season, he gets some rather unexpected news. the worst sort of unexpected news really. But Ben has always felt that he wasn't meant for a nice, long life on this earth, and takes the news about as in stride as anyone can. His doctor is none to pleased, dragging him to a specialist, and swearing him to twice weekly therapy for his silence and pass on the physical. Ben, being 18, knows the decision is his, and threatens legal action should his family find out.

Instead of returning to Cross-Country, where he's a shoe-in for the State Title, Ben turns out for football, much to the amusement of the other players, and bemusement of the Coach. For a pint-sized guy, he's quite the surprise as it turns out. And for a large part of the season, he's their best-kept secret. The Horseshoe Bend game, which will surely go down in Trout History gives him one of the best moments of his life.

Meanwhile, outside school, he's somehow landed the girl of his dreams. A thing he'd never conceived as a possibility. But dying made him bold. And is now tearing him to pieces. Not only does she like him, she forsees a future with him. One he won't be there for. She tells him so secrets so huge he knows he should reciprocate, and yet by that time it seems too late.

The more the year progresses, the more Ben finds that attempting normalcy when the reality is anything but really wasn't a good idea. And they tried to tell him. The doctor, the therapist, the next therapist, Hey-Soos. heck, even town drunk Rudy McCoy has confided an earth-shattering secret in him, and he still can't get the guts to come clean.

He does though. Starting with Rudy, as it happens. And then Coach. And Cody.

Sometimes it goes much better than he could hoped. Sometimes it's about the worst thing ever. Dying aside. Worse than that, even.

While it would seem that this would be a sad tale and a depressing read, it was uplifting throughout and largely funny, with its supremely serious interludes thrown in at just the right junctures. Definitely a recommended read for all.